sometimes i find life so sucky .

face it ;
nothing ever goes our way .
things alwyus turn out THE OTHER way .

ive been working for 4mths .
& to be honest ,
for the past 4 mths ,
my life ,
SUCK .


i had to go thru same old fcking routine everyday .
weekdays i mean .
i onli have time for myself on weekends .
when i come home from work everyday ,
im dead beat .
& when im tired ,
i get moody .
sounds like im deprived of my sleep ?
yeah i am .
but on the other hand i choose not to sleep .
why ?
cause i wanna tok to my bf .
i wanna spend time with him .

but fuck me .
as i said ,
im moody .
& i tend to pick on him over the smallest matter .
a simple eg is when he picks up the fone & his tone sounds harsh ,
i start tokin back .
& ta dah .
u shud noe wad happen -_- .

was reading the last mth teens mag .
came across this article
& found it to be ..
quite true .

:

" You love your partner . So it's only natural that you'd want
to spend time
together . Being deprived of that chance to do so
can lead to you becoming a
short-tempered grump .
Then all hell breaks loose as fights start over the
smallest issue ,
nasty names get thrown back & forth, and you scream at
each
other over the phone . Not good ."

& of course .
they gave a solution to it .

well .
im lazy to type it all out .
but 2 words explain it all .
" Understand "
&
" Comprimising "

BUT .
before i continue ,
im not whining over the fact that i dun have time for my bf .
but rather ,
im whining over the fact that i dun have time for MYSELF .

i really dread going to work every morning .
i can't wake up in the morning .
& when im home .
im so fcking tired .

but as i said ,
1 more fcking mth to a more relaxing life .
im gonna quit this kanninar job on 8th dec .

reason being ,
my bf & i got together 1 day before i officially started work .
& for 4mths ,
ive been leading the same life .

ok fuck
i shall stop whining .


oh ya .
one last note .

Sc4rl3tf4ith one of the top hermit ?
lvl 155 ?
stil wanna hack LonelYsharky account ?

PUI *